Left My Heart

by Emma Grant

Rating: NC-17

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Pairing: Harry/Draco, along with some Harry/OC and Draco/OC

Summary: Post-Hogwarts. Auror Draco Malfoy has disappeared, and Harry Potter has been sent to find him.

Warnings: Non-explicit drug use, very explicit m/m sex.

Disclaimer: Don't own them, not making any money, no infringement intended.

Feedback: Is greatly appreciated! Read comments | Leave a comment | Read comments at Skyehawke

Sequel: Surrender the Grey


1. Set in February 2004. The first draft of this fic was beta'd by Jedi Rita, Rachel, and Camille. They were invaluable to me throughout the rigorous process of working through the story, and I cannot thank them enough for sticking with me through what turned out to be a huge project! Many, many people sent me constructive and encouraging comments on that first draft too many to thank, and not enough space to do so here. I hope you all know how much I appreciate your efforts!

2. The final draft was beta'd by Jedi Rita, Little Snitch, and _inbetween_, and was Brit-picked by Devon May.

3. Left My Heart is the first act of a two-act play. As such, the structure is not typical of a novel. It's more like The Empire Strikes Back , in that some things are intentionally left unresolved in the end. The story is completed in the sequel, Surrender the Grey.

Download the Left My Heart eBook here.

Left My Heart

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10

Banner by Charlotte Sometimes


Chinese (Miranda)
Finnish (Merriquemaraude)
German (Diamond of Ocean) Also posted here
Spanish (Perlita Negra) Also posted here and here

Art for Left My Heart

The art above was created by the talented Sherant! These pieces are also linked in the text where appropriate.

Two gorgeous pieces by Laelithe!! (Click on thumbnails...)

The infamous BJ scene, as imagined by PhoenixSong!

This piece by Krystiana features Draco in glasses!

And click here for a gorgeous piece by Jillian. WARNING: This is a spoiler for the ending!

More art by Jillian! This one is a depecition of the scene against the door...

Draco in the cafe, by In_the_middle.

Draco, by Seya

Harry, by Seya


Prequel Ficlet: Draco/Neville

Tongue in Cheek
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Neville's been taking his Uncle Algie's advice, and Draco is taken by surprise.
Note: Set in the Left My Heart universe, set seven years prior. Stands alone.
Length: 2000+ words
Links: On the hp_rimming community | On the Pornish Pixies community


Sequel: Surrender the Grey

Rating: NC-17
Draco Malfoy returns to London after five years of self-imposed exile to start a new life with Harry. But will the secrets of the past destroy everything they've worked for?
Note: Final draft completed January 2007.
Link: here


Recs and Accolades


Left My Heart fanlisting!

Leetje started a fanlisting for my little fic! *blushes* Check it out.

Check out the EG_Fans_Unite LJ community.


Alternate scene!

The original version of the Harry/Colby first-time scene in the bedroom. This never even made it into the first draft! If you read it, you'll see why.


Cookies for the sequel

Cookie 1
Cookie 2
Cookie 3


Rough draft, with feedback

The first draft of this fic was posted as a WIP on my LJ. If you're interested in seeing the changes from that draft, or in reading the feedback I got on that draft as it was posted, you can do so here:

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11



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Last updated 1/21/07